Am I atheist or what I am

I was too busy with my real life ..

I had a tour at Vizag (Visakhapatnam) at Andrapradesh,One of my friends had a baby and other had her wedding,my manager's demand to deliver outstanding learning capability of a new technology, the husband had travel and I had No Time…Rush..rush...

This August is a month of celebration. It is also a time to take a breather from the pursuit of happiness and be happy with what already exists.Recently from some of my life's ups and down I have realized one truth.When you are shattered and don't have control over destiny, non-atheists like me pray. They pray with all their might, asking God to settle things, to make whatever is going wrong right, to solve the problem. God does not necessarily listen but all that praying lends courage to otherwise scared souls and you learn to survive, to take things in your stride and most of all to accept if you are unable to make the change.As time passes you realize that situations do not go on reverse and solve themselves, miracles don't happen but you just learn to accept whatever has been doled out to you and you try to make the best out of it. If Time does not heal it at least mutes the pain and that in itself is a miracle.


Now come back to merriment of life.As I have already told you,I have visited Vizag.Again with the mesmerizing beauty of nature I have realized 1 thing,wherever you go you will find a Bengalee family - man with a camera,woman with a side bag and their son in mafler and monkey-cap or daughter with dress's color matching clip in hair style.And I like it very much.


okay!Now its time for some debate.What are some common issues which keep running among us in all para adda(Every Bengalee locality has its own famous teashop and a wooen bench in front of that with some young and aged chatting there),ma-mashider(Mom-Aunts') get-together,Ratbhor asor (whole-night party)..


Ghoti or Bangal ?

Suman or Nachiketa ?

Nazrul or Rabindrasangeet ?

Ilish or Chingri ?

Bedouin or HotKathi ?

Coke or Thumbs-up?

Soumitro or Uttam ?
 
CPI(M )or TMC?


I wish this keeps flowing.Now tell me one thing.Answer me.If you are a film director and today is very important day in your dream project which demand your strong attention .At the same day you have something very important to do for your family too.Which will you decide?

Things Which Amazed Life

Its June.June is always a month with specialty for me because my birthday comes with June.Though my birth has not given something worth to my world,still its special for me.

I wan just thinking about certain things I used to like ,used to do and things which used to give a sudden joy or wonder me in good past days.

Most importantly I never knew then that I will stop doing those things with growing age and such happiness will not be any more attractive some day.But recapturing them will give a tingling smile in my face..

Probably this is true for many of you!

• Putting my ear on someone’s(specially my sister's) stomach and hearing the fizz-pop,gurgles.
• Peeling a egg and getting a big chunk at once.
• Getting into bed weird and then 15 minutes later removing 2/3 of the bunched up bedsheets from under me and having that feeling of finally being comfortable.
• Having staring contest with friend
• Digging pool of sand or making a round shaped house with sand at beach.
• Eating a free sample of anything which I will never decide to buy with college friends.
• Getting a good window seat in everyday route bus at way to school.
• Finally finding the start of tape /Cello-tape
• Finally pulling out grey hair of Grandma
• Grabbing the handkerchief at last moment before sneezing
• Slipping something from hand and catch them at last second.
• Twisting the lid of the jar after nobody else could .
• Catching someone I love in bus stand when returning from school without appointment.
• Saying "See you N-E-X-T year" on 31^st Dec and then laughing hysterically.
• Just wrapping a gift with left over gift paper.
• When I sneezed and saliva comes in dress but none notices that.
• Eating the left salty mashala mix at chips packet.
• Finding out someone has same birthday as me.
• Double spacing history answers so that it takes more pages and then perfectly stapling it with a sensational confidence.
• Seeing a train from my train
• Finding money I forgot about in book.
• Walking faster than cars stuck at traffic.
• Taking the price tags off at one clean peel.
• Desperately scratching mosquito bite even when I know I should not.
• Saying “Knowing” someone famous.(You know, “My friend's younger sister’s best friend saw Sharukh Khan(Famous Actor of Bollywood) at Airport last week!”)
• Licking the top cover of ice-cream in crowd / buffet/ party.
• Realization that I love someone and this is love.
• Going outside in knee-deep water expecting rainy day at school or to play in mud.

Many more yet to list.Now what wonder me or give me innocent joy?

When someone opens elevator door for me running in haste,When something is being downloaded vry fast ,my cooked food is just perfect ,my school-friend's daughter says Hallo in mobile with her own language,When I see pitter-patter drizzling drops from my window,Paying something at exact change,When I wake up before alarm and realizing I have lots of time left .....These I will write at another entry,someday .

I cherish them now....before I lose them.

Welcome to my blog

This is my first blog.Though I am in virtual world for long time in Orkut,Twitter,Facebook etc big names,I never felt to write something except socializing with old friends and new ones.

Now at journey of life I feel its a nice way to transmit my thoughts,knowledge,love to you.Also I want to pass my legacy of some ideas,wishes,dreams and earnings,emotion to my unborn baby..

In the past, people were required to make physical contact or at least to enter the personal space of another, to introduce themselves.Now we have this place to do so!:-)

Being a software professional I should write a blog on technical tips and code snippet.But who cares!Growing up all over Kolkata in a Bengali household I feel to write whatever comes in my mind.I have realised one thing.I am not professional.

With some uncategorized note I will write on Food.I love to eat, feed others and cook .Just try out some sample from The Madras Tiffins beside my college , the Punjabi Dhabas all around city,the Chinese Tung-Fong at Park Street and the famous roll and Fuchkas of each para corner of Kolkata.I will love to feel that someone will cook these food.I get solace in cooking, the comfort of the spices sputtering in the oil, the waft of the jeera & tejpata as they turn brown, the rich yellow of musuri’r dal gives me peace, makes me calm.

Someday in this blog or anywhere I will write on Movies,I wish.Watching movie after a hectic day,leaning of sofa in a dark room at midnight,the door closed is a good time span to pamper ownself.And if we like the movie,nothing else matters.

I don't know on which certain things I will write.Can't plan and move.What to do!

So welcome to my blog and have a feast...

Though I would love to, I am usually not very prompt checking my blog e-mails since I have a real life that demands a lot of attention. So if I am not responding to your comments or replying e-mails for some days,please try to understand. But keep writing.

Love and Joy.